Michael Jackson Tinikling Dance

Tinikling baby!!! Wish me luck!

Let me guess, you're probably thinking, 'What the hell is tinikling?', right? This Saturday I'm going to teach a class of 15 girls how to do this dance called tinikling. It's a Filipino dance. You use bamboo to keep the beat. Eh, it's really hard to explain. I have to raise 50$ to do this, but so far i got nothing and it's Thursday night! I'm sooo doomed! You'd think that friends would be willing to give a few dollars to help but so far all i am hearing is, "Yeah, sure. I'll sponsor you. how much do you want? A few dollars? alright, I'll bring the $ this week."But no one has bothered to actualloy bring $ and i don't want to be rude.
I'm going to be performing the dance first with my brother, Nick. My mom wants to get a stupid traditional dress for it and oh, boy, these dresses, let's just say, is something that i do not want anyone who knows me to see me in.

I put a video up to show you what tinikling is. It's not me ( I wish it was) , but if you watch it you'll get the jist.

This is my life so back F*$%# off!me: my mom

This is my life so back F*$%# off!me: my mom: "Ever since my mom has been here life is not the same... when it was just my sisters and my dad everything was so chill. There was barely any..."

my mom

Ever since my mom has been here life is not the same... when it was just my sisters and my dad everything was so chill. There was barely any fighting in our house. there was never any drama. Everything was easier. My dad trusted me. My mom doesn't. My dad let me do stuff and wear what i wanted, but not now my mom controls my life! sometimes i feel as though i am suffocating. She tells me i look like a slut, she mocks me for talking to my abuser. It used to make me cry but not any more. I try to make it better sometimes so does she. Alot of the time I wonder if she makes up excuses to take things away from me. I am poor so I've never had my own room, i have only one dress in my closet, anything like an ipod. I did have a phone when it was just my dad but my mom moved down and here we are phone-less at 16. It may sound stupid to anyone who is older, but being in high school without a phone is really embarrassing. I have to find a way to live with this for only two more years.